just taking chances....

no. the "date" thing did not happen. i followed cheng's advice. i stopped swooning over him. well not exactly la...i was swooning but i just didn't show it. and he showed me some attention instead! whoa....i was thinking, wow, he is swooning over me now? lol. or maybe he was just craving for some attention and he just knew he would be getting it from me. so how did he swoon u ask? well, it wasn't exactly swooning la...i told myself i would call him last sunday and let him know when i was free, but i was going to do it much later at night. so there i was, busy studying and my phone vibrates. it was him...and he said bla bla bla....and bla bla bla...and finally we fixed tuesday for lunch, but we didnt fix the exact time and place to meet. so on tues, i text him, and he replied after a damn long time that he FORGOT and he was a bit busy and he asked if we could do this lunch thinggy some other time. i was fucking pissed...and also..i was pms-ing...lol. so yea...i morphed into a raging bitch. but im "supposed" to be playing cool remember, so i texted back that it was cool and im fine with another day. the whole day i was bitching about him. at night i took some time to think about it and realized that med is not an easy course, so yea he was probably really busy. and besides, he did mention that he was only free for an hour, im totally cool with an hour cos i dont have to walk far, but he has to walk from and then back to uni, and also he has to get back early cos he does have classes. so yea...one hour lunch break as a date..not a good thing at all. by night i had calmed down and tried rationalizing things. on thurs, i met up with ven n krunz for lunch. ven mentioned that the med students did have something on tues so he was actually busy la...not just making me swoon and then getting me mad on purpose or anything. so anyway, later that day we had biz stats test. it was a piece of cake...lol. mr.tee was telling us to write down the units during the test...haha...damn...dont u wish u had my lecturer? lol. so then it was over by 7pm and i thought we were heading straight back but cheng wanted to play voleyball! haha..i didnt bring my clothes and i wasnt really in the mood to play, so i decided to text bioboii instead! i know what you guys are thinking, why the hell couldn't i just wait right? he did cancel on me, so by right he should be the one calling/texting to fix another day. i get all that, but im also thinking, i have taken a few chances already, why not just take more? after all, what do i have to lose? im just living my life. so yes, back to story, i texted him and asked him if he was done for the day, he told me he had classes till 7.30pm. i texted back that i was going to be in uni till 8. he texted after awhile later and said that he had plans to hang out with his friends for dinner and that he will catch up with me another day. so i replied that i was ok with it...(i was actually on my way back home d...haha) and told him to text me when he is free. ven feels like hitting my head for not waiting for him to make a move. cheng was totally cool with it, in fact she wanted me to call him and ask his plans. she almost chased me around the sunway field cos i didnt wanna call. lol. the thing is i just wanted to text him cos i felt like a bitch the other day, i just wanted everything to be on good terms, date or no date. and i dont know if he will ever call or text me (mommy thinks he will text me back though), but im hoping that i wont give it much thought. hopefully i dont. and if anything not good happens, i wanna be that hot chick that walks away cooly and he be the one hitting his head on the nearest wall.