omfg! i did it! xP

omfg! i fuckin did it! yippie! hahaha....i am so freaking happy right now. i just did it.last Sunday, 12th oct 2008. hahax. i was so nervous at first. i saw him on9 on fb, so i gathered whatever chickenly courage i have n just said hi! lol. i was so afraid he wouldn't reply. but guess what? he did!!!! im so happy now :) i can't stop smiling. and nobody can rub that off ma face :)
so yea, anyway, we just started talking casually, then he asked me if i had msn!!!! awww...i was waiting for this moment for ages! lolx. so anyway, i gave it 2 him and we continued chatting on msn. the conversation was ok ok la....but that was all i needed. some response. and i got what i wanted :)
he even flirted with me! ahahaha...i flirted too la....lol. words alone cannot explain how happy i was am and hopefully going to be. throughout our entire conversation, i was ecstatic....euphoric....elated...contented....intoxicated... walking on air! lol. i still am. that's the best part. i couldn't sleep that night! like seriously! i was rolling in my bed for over an hour, and all the while i was rolling, i was smiling. i even had a huge grin plastered on my face the next day! haha. i just couldn't help it. its not everyday the guy i like actually responds to me. im so happy i did it. i don't know how things will turn out, and honestly, i have learned my lesson. i will keep my hopes very minimal this time. i just hope all's well. but whatever happens, happens. -everythinghappenz4areason-